Annoying

So this is kind of annoying. I have not yet heard from the endocrinologist's office about an appointment to check out the mysterious inflating and deflating cysts in my throat. Is this because they've forgotten about me? Has the doctor not even looked at my chart, or has he looked, and decided it isn't urgent? Regardless, my own doctor said he wanted me to see the endocrinologist within 2 weeks. Two weeks have gone by and I haven't seen him, never mind gotten a call. What the hell? Granted, I haven't called them. Are they ignoring me because it's an HMO? Are they just incompetent there? What is it?! And now that I'm getting kind of pissed off about it, it's Friday night and I can't call to nag them until Tuesday. Maybe I should have gotten pissed off earlier this week. I guess I can't really complain. Right? Or no? I don't know.

In other news, I had my first massage today and it turns out I'm not in as bad of shape as I thought, muscle knot wise. Of course, I was up half the night worried about "Will I be able to lay on my stomach for a whole hour?" There are those things in there, you know. What if I have to get up and say "Sorry, this is uncomfortable." and leave. How awkward would that be. Pretty awkward. So, I made sure I went to the bathroom like all morning, and it all worked out okay. I was only on my stomach for about half an hour and it didn't really bother me. Now I'm just exhausted because I slept like such shit last night. Worried about a massage. Wow.